Selasa, 04 Maret 2014

Kebersamaan dengan keluarga


Teringat masa SMA dulu, tiap hari ngomongnya “aduh pengen cepet-cepet merantau aja, enak ga ada yang ngatur”. Mungkin agak menyesal kali yah. Hidup sendiri ga semudah yang dibayangkan. Saat bersama orang tua, ga perlu pusing tentang banyak hal. Makan udah disediakan, baju dicuci sama orang tua. Tinggal makan, tidur, belajar. Sekarang tinggal sendirian, di kos. Pengen makan siang aja mikir mau makan apa, nanti sore mau makan mikir lagi mau makan apa.

Beruntung saya berasal dari keluarga yang cukup berada. Saya beruntung ga perlu cari-cari uang untuk keperluan kuliah saya. Kalau butuh uang tinggal gesek ATM, selesai. Tapi semakin dewasa semakin mengerti keberadaan uang dibandingkan kumpul dengan keluarga ga bisa di sejajarkan. Dulu saya pernah bilang sama bapak saya “pah, ngapain pulang kampung lagi, kan tahun lalu udah,boros amat”. Berhubung kampung halaman saya ada di Pulau Samosir dan anggota keluarga saya ada 5 orang, butuh biaya yang lumayan besar untuk 5 orang naik pesawat bolak-balik, nyewa mobil, naik kapal ferri lagi (ke kampung saya memang terbilang sulit). Bapak saya jawab “uang bisa dicari, kita kan juga harus kumpul sama keluarga”.  Sekarang saya mengerti maksud perkataan bapak saya itu. Uang memang ga ada artinya dibandingkan dengan kebersamaan.


Kamis, 16 Januari 2014

The Tormented - Killing me inside




Can you see the times grows olderShe blew my dreams awayIt's all done, and now is overI don't know how to say to you
You waste my tears nowNo more tormentBut don't just say you've gone away
You tell a fuckin' tale(Swallow wings and spit me out)How do I get trought of this?(I can't stand it anymore)
Can, you, see, me...Smiling when I sing this songRight, now...I just want to be alive
You know I was dying when you told me(That I'm not yours anymore)You know I was dying when you told me(You're just playing and fooling around with me)
When the time she comes and wakes me(She comes and wakes me)And when she bit my lips and kissed me thereAnd when she holds my hand and lives my life tonight(Live tonight)When she said that she really loves meWere the worst fucking days

I Would Do It for Love





Once upon a time in a far away land, lived two families called the Darlan family and the Meissner family. The Darlan family had a daughter named Naya, while the Meissner family had a son named Arman. Naya and Arman had been friends since childhood and had lived in the country side for sixteen years of their life.

Unfortunately, one day, the Darlan family was called upon by the king as the family's men were very fine blacksmiths. The Darlan family had to move to the town because of the Kings demand. So Naya and Arman for the first time said goodbye to each other. Secretly, Arman vowed to work hard so that he could also work in town and finally meet Naya again.

Two years later, Arman had mastered some skills he thought he could put in good use in the town. Fulfilling his promise, he traveled to town and started to search for Naya. It was not a hard task, Naya's father had been granted the title of Duke by the King! Hurriedly, he visited Naya's own castle, but to his dismay, Naya did not want to meet him. "Maybe she is busy," he said to himself.

His determination to meet Naya did not waver, Arman found work as a builder in town. Each day, after work he would visit Naya's castle, but each day Naya refused to meet him. A few weeks passed by, Arman became sick, sick because he could not meet the childhood friend he so dearly loved. He had abandoned his work, making his friends he made at the working place concerned.

"Go and meet him once again Arman! Maybe this time you will be in luck!" said one.

"No. Maybe I was putting too much hope for her to love me. After all, we were just childhood friends."

His friends decided to visit Naya's castle themselves, to tell her that Arman his childhood friend, who fell in love with her is in an ill state. To their surprise, Naya agreed to meet them and heared that Arman was sick.

"Tell him to go to the forest and find a wooden house," said Naya.

"And after that? What should he do my Lady?" asked one of Arman's friend.

"He will find the answer once he finds the house," answered Naya mysteriously.

The friends came back to Arman and told him about the happy news. Arman suddenly stood up from his bed and felt refreshed as though nothing has happened before.

The next day Arman journeyed to the forest and found the wooden house Naya had mentioned. An old lady, with hideous boils on her face, crooked body, and white tangled hair that was very filthy greeted Arman.

"Excuse me, is Lady Naya here? She told me to come here," asked Arman.

"No, Lady Naya is not here. But she left a message I must tell you," said the old lady with a croaky voice.

"What is it?"

"She said, if you really love her, you must prove it. And to prove it, you must marry me!"

Because of his love, the love he had felt since childhood for Naya, Arman did not hesitate to answer.

"If that is what she wants, I would do it. I would do it for love!"

Suddenly, the old lady wailed and ran towards a small lake in front of the house. She bathed her face with water and to Arman's surprise, it was Nayna staring back at him. She had cleaned the make up she was wearing and pulled of the wig she also wore to disguise herself as an old lady.

"Arman, I was only testing you. And now I know what I must do. I will share the rest of my life with you. Because, because I would do it for love!"